Friday, May 19, 2006
DOES ANYONE WANT TO SEE MY MASSIVE BRUISE?! =D ..
haHAha! it's red with green all over it, painful i must say :(
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So FINALLY it's a Friday!
Looked forward for this day all week, yet nothing is happening tonight. Nothing interesting but to stay home and watch the Friday Night games.
Brothers and The Parents are all out!
Anyways, just a quick blog tonight, only because I'm feeling abit neglected by my parents cause they left me without even telling me where they went.
BooHoo, :(. Well, apologies to Geoff! Us three MB'S couldn't make it to your social bbq tonight. But we know you all will be crying in misery suffering without us (: mwahah
So, this week was filled with drama's drama's drama's. Well, maybe not as bad as i seem to mention it, but the past however did catch up with me again. And funny how it caught up with me in a matter of four days? So if it's a matter of four days, does that count as 'the' past?
All i know is, we seem to get along more now then when we did before. I miss you and all yes. But, to contemplate my feelings again. It's so very, i don't know.
I'm just tired, tired of having to accept things and admit myself to knew and improved promises again. Maybe im lying to myself, and the thought or the words i said to you that night, was never meant to be said? Or was it in saying all that stuff and finally taking action upon my words that i have put on hold for so long, end up to be something good? Something that might benefit both of us. I guess thats for the future to withhold.
But whatever the future is holding for you, me and maybe us. I hope .. well, actually i am not one to hope anymore, only to find my hopes will end up bailing me out now. So no hopes for me (:
Anyways Punk`d, here i coommmee!
ps; can't wait to get my heels tomorrow!!, im excited! my heels are SEXX! with the double X!! x)
once loved.
8:57 PM
DOES ANYONE WANT TO SEE MY MASSIVE BRUISE?! =D ..