Wednesday, March 01, 2006
while everyone is at school enjoying it, im right here sitting at home blogging and suffering pain from my cramps.
dangit. time of the month is the worse. well its
1st of march, yet another month gone by, soon you'll know it this year will be over anytime soon.
this legal studies extended response is fustrating me, i cannot drag my information any longer then one page and yet the teacher wants us to reach a maximum of 2 pages, god bless my soul.
ahh, whats there to talk about? since im at home and 'trying' to do my legal studies homework that i know cannot be done unless i get the papers from class which for one i am not in at the moment. i'll just try my best to blog about something worth blogging about.
since yesterday my blog seemed all depressing suicidal piece of crap, i guess ill make this blog more positive.
well special thanks to david for just wanting to talk to me yesterday after reading my blog, i gotta say for someone (me) whom didnt feel like sharing my problems out to
anyone you sure helped me
alot by just forcing it out of me thankyou so much.
i realised that after the phone call with him yestrday, and everything he told me everything he said that i should be faithful for what i can withold in my life. i shouldnt be taking some things for granted, actually i shouldnt be taking anything in life for granted nor should i be a pessimist.
i shall now remain a optimist, cause to look on the long run being a optimist will brighten up your days so much more, i never want to be that pessimitic mel again.
so from today onwards, i shall look forward and never will i look back on
anything and say ' gee, i regret doing that ' no no no schmack me if i shall! =).
but then again after that conversation with david, made me realise how special the people in my life can make me feel, not of what they say its not always that, but its the fact that they make time for me. thats special enough for me and love you all thats been there for me all through my ups, downs and breakdowns. and especially so much thanks to david =) for putting up with me for nearly a year and still hanging on, i can always rely on you, so much love mwas! by the way, just flicking through my school diary and as susan jotted down, today is
LOVE SUSAN DAY =) everyday is a
LOVE SUSAN day. so love her LOTS schmakers! =)
loves, melinda myanh nguyen
once loved.
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