Monday, March 06, 2006
reading janie's blog, i have nothing against what she says or the statement she makes with how she is feeling now, cause no doubt i feel somewhat exactly the same as you little janie.
yes, janie and i do have discussions of our so called ' issues ' and when we do? it just comes to our attention, and i reflect on how much we are alike in this catergory of '
love ' .
ive made me share of thoughts, from the entry i made on sunday. and thats as far as ill go and as much as ill say. thats simply
it. i know maybe later on, or even now that i have other thoughts lurring in my head, only im simply blocking it out. taking assumptions of what might happen if i do make a wrong move so my answer is make no move at all.
well at least this is how i am thinking at the moment just to get the day going and live through eachday with less worries. but with no doubt, i know all this confusion will finally come to an answer, and i know that
one day everything is going to work out. but then again i have told myself that self convincing line one too many, and it just doesnt seem like telling myself that
this time round is going to work.
no doubt, im confused yet i dont know what im confused about.
so therefore i act as if nothing is worrying me, but behind that smile there is many hidden worries, sorrows and thoughts. i just dont want this issue being brought up again, and like janie, this time lets make it right and start trying.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen
once loved.
8:50 PM
