Saturday, March 18, 2006
its pretty late, well at least on my watch.
been sleeping fairly early ever since school has begun, and having the habits of getting up early in the wee hours in the morning on a weekend, but i guess that's a good advantage.
means, more time to do what i need and want to do.
don't know what im feeling at the moment, been feeling so down today. i guess it isn't such a good weekend after all. can't keep track of whats been on my mind lately, because i want to take the coward way out of it all, i just simply want to extract the bad and keep in my the good, but a lesson to be learnt.
dealing with life, isn't about keeping the good memories or the goods that happened, it's about taking it
all in and facing any problem, or worries.
and i deeply respect people whom, have the power to do that.
because i don't consider myself as one of those people, im weak and i know it.
i can't even begin to explain how tough this weeks been, so much drama. sometimes you just want to ignore everyone and everything that's in your life.
friends? the girls are a lovely bunch, each individual has their own talent, their own weakness and not to mention their ability of being strong. ( emotion wise )
but, however the drama's that's been going on within the group, *lets out big sigh.
don't know what to say, but just to sit and observe everything that happens. and lately i guess i've been doing that alot.
there's so much i can ever hold in, and i don't know how long it is till the day i crack.
sometime's i want to tell you what i think, and how i feel. but i guess e've been through that stage already.
but time is suppose to tell isn't it? well time is taking its bloody ass TIME, ha! doesn't really make sense at all but stuff that.
i want to take a break from
all of this. and live the perfect princess fairytale life.
i need soilders, so they can guard my heart and shield it from heartbreak. =S ? i don't know what im on about anymore. getting tired.
i guess one last thing i'd say, a heart is
delicate its
fragile and
thou shall not
break it.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen
once loved.
11:22 PM
