Tuesday, February 28, 2006
aww, i know i blogged before and currently you all probably think im somewhat ' obsessed ' with blogging but no no no, im just bored down to my nuts! not that i have any ;).
i have a two page extended response that must be done or at least started by tomorrow for legal studies, for the movie of ' Amistad '. in which most of the class slept in, lols dangit!
it's fustrating me to start the response, but however i have started with my point forms. =) darn proud darlings!
omg, isnt carolines niece Katlyn just adorable, she is so floppy ahah, in floppy i mean when you try and put her up she flops back down, and she has no teeth! mind you shes only one month old a little bit more. =)
well since i have nothing to do, i am going to make my 'mel's wants list', since i dont write lists very often.
anyways starting off ;
- lee black supatubes 120$
- lee grey wash supatubes 69$
- elwood urban tee 49.95$
- black chucks 80$- prescripted glasses 200$
- elwood urban green boob tube 20$- black v3 OR pink 420$
- 4G ipod nano 360$
- herindustrie polo 30$
- mossimo tee 49.95$
- ben sherman jacket 150$
- agent nintey sweater red/grey 50$- new chucks vintage 80$
- a new tower 500$
- LCD monitor 358$
woah, if i can get money to get all these id be soo satisfied! so far only three of my wants has been satified. dangit! well the bolded text is the wants that has been satisfied. =)
loves, melinda myanh nguyen
once loved.
8:06 PM
woah, janie i never knew you had such a deep thought towards what love is and how much it means and your perspective towards it.
i gottta say i pretty much agree to the statement you made about love, no doubt 100%.
its true, falling in love is easy probably to some people but yet to get yourself out of it is a difficult situation. but on another note, being
in love alone is also diffcult. once trouble structs the relationship, this is when all the worries and demands starts to hit you. and the longer you leave it luring around the more it will hurt in the end, the more you think and not resolve what your thinking about the chances of being heartbroken. and believe me, ive been a victim of love and still am.
anything brings you happiness, but it also has a downside towards it.
and love is one of the things that will bring you the bestest joy and happiness in love, but when it all falls apart? it feels like your world come crumbling and crushing down on you, all at once. and it that moment of it happening you just want to pick up and leave. go somewhere and never come back, i have to admit ive thought of solving my problems and resolute myself to that solution before. its not one of the best solutions in the world, but thats the state of mind love can put you in.
i can clearly admit, love is one of the greatest thing that can happen to you, yet it can also be deadly and posionous. i would say, stay away from love for those who havent experienced it. but to come to a conclusion
about love, it's better to be in love and loved then never be loved at all.
enough about the love thing, moving on my day was okay wasn't so great and wasn't so bad. towards the afternoon, the mood swing started to hit me, been thinking lately i dont know if its the mood swings thats causing me to be pissed/sad/emotional .. etc.
or maybe? am i just blaming my womanly cycle?, or maybe, MAYBE there is something on my mind that i havent found out yet? or that i just want to say it out nor share it with anyone.
seems like lately ive found it hard to talk to
anyone about the problems i have. it's too hard for me to be the open person i once was, yet again i think i've lost myself in my own puddle of mess. and this time it isn't going to be so easy to get myself out.
waking up every morning with something on your mind, going to bed thinking, at schooling trying your hardest to learn but theres that thought about something lurking in your head. im on the verge of going nuts.
this is the time i want to pick up and leave, it tears me apart that whatever i try to do,work or work on it never seems to work no matter the amount of effort i put into it.
the only thing im looking forward in life at the moment? , actually there is nothing that im looking forward in life anymore. ive had my share of my dreams being shattered in front of me, im moving onto giving up and letting go. if im not made for it i wont do it nor will i try, ive had enough of trying so hard yet gettting the same result even if i do put all the amount of my time, effort and all trying.
mathematics is one of my major concerns this year in senior school, its not my best subject and i
used to believe that in trying my best that i will get to where i want to be. but ive learnt trying your best just doesnt cut it. my lesson ive learnt in life now is, try when you want to dont force yourself. i guess for the past 2 years ive pushed myself with my diffculties too much and that all result to my worries and concerns. i cant afford to have any worries nor concerns at this stage.
with the mess im in with my life , its not so great. maybe this is whats causing the moods lately?, who knows. but having to sometimes fake a smile and laugh is beginning to get difficult.
this is a pretty long blog, enough for now.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen.
once loved.
4:42 PM
Monday, February 27, 2006
know i've got piles of homework to accomplish, but stuff it. writing is my release, whether or not i'm in the mood, its something i can always depend on, to cherish. well here goes my first hypocritical entry..
"i hate love"
strong statement i've just imposed, not saying i agree with it but unfortunatly there are many people out there who would most likely raise their hands, finding themselves constantly caught in the crushing tides of a fast moving current. since when did it become such a necessicity to fall in love? it's been planted so deep into our ethics as the only means to a wholesome life. i guess its something that never ceases to astound me.
the stories i hear, the very little experinces i've encountered have left me to conclude that relationships begin nonetheless the same - you get to know someone, anticipation builds, life starts becoming all exciting and fun, you fall for eachother and yadi yadi ya. it's always the endings that vary - relationships over, the book slowly closes and you find yourself starting over and over again...hmm if love was a book, i rekon i wouldn't even pass the first chapter, let alone the first page. LOL
this might sound pretty contradicting coming from me but i've defeintly learnt a valuable lesson today.
you can like someone, but sometimes it's never enough to keep a relationship going.
if there isn't any fuel in the relationship to keep it running, it's pointless. the relationship becomes scarce and no longer runs on its own - your pushing it both physically and emotionally.
nothing lasts forever, everything fades with time. more so looks not personality, but eventually both start to deteriate. in the end, were all ultimately seeking for satisfaction. i am not implying anything in particular but staisfaction comes in all shapes and sizes, it is defined differently varying with the person.
there's only so much one can do with a single opinion - i don't hate love, i live for love. my final concept is that maybe i'm the one with the problem, i'm all controversy that's all. LMAO. from each relationship, very few reach a peak of wisdom and maturity. no matter how adult we think we are [ like me. LOL] , there will always be obstacles, heartbreaks, betrayals that lay ahead of us..but then again its through these risks that we grow and develop...and im prepared to do so.
okay my tendency to constanly bring this topic up proberly has brought an annoyance to readers but tough luck! LOL. neways enough of that bluff and on with the life of janie! bahaha..well today's lessons were alright i suppose, E.T chasing melynda today at sport? ROFLMAO you poor girl! you got germs now.neways i better stop right now before i start blabbering on about something more pointless. btw this is like an abstract from my blog, sorry but i was way to lazy to blog again! AHAHA
love janie NGUYEN
once loved.
11:03 PM
wowsers! im exhausted.
today is monday and gosh i woke up late today for school like a good 2 hours late?, lmfao.
walked myself to school, and yada yada the usual got a late note went into class, blerh!
well the day was freezing due to the stupid weather, like make up your mind, cold or not? sunny or wet, one minute it rains the next minute its sunny -_-'.
hmmm, peanut buttercups covered in milky chocolate shipped from america, personally bought by chan ly FOR susan.
my apologies susan that
your packet of buttercups was opened and shared even before you knew it, ill find a way to give you back those that we're taken away from you. =)
sport today was hilirous but also very scary at the same time.
i got chased by E.T, so we call her.
so it was a draw this week, no biggy we win every week any ways guys =) mwahah. we're undefeatable go US!
to my liking i have NO homework tonight, but maybe i will just finish off that ' looking for alibrandi ' book so then i can move on to the next book i am eagering to read ' memoirs of a geisha '. =)
well its a short one for today, im off for a quick nap and then reading.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen
once loved.
3:30 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TINA!!
looks like team newgens have finally unleashed our powers and formed a new born baby!
hmm this is my first so expect this entry to be a bit of this, a bit of that, not exactly the best tasting but you's just have to deal with it!
my life right now is comprising of so much drama, not been melo-dramatic or anything but these days my buttons have seriously been pushed to the limit! your selfishness is so undeniable, the nerve you have to say such convincing words then act like what you did is UNBELIEVEABLE. i'm not not been some emo bitch or asking for such sympathy but don't get my hopes up if your jsut fooling around with my feleings. i'm not some fucking toy, i'm not your fun and games. yer i maybe young to be 100% committed but at least have the decency to treat me with respect and be considerate of my feelings. i wonder to myself why this seems so endless....i have no more expectations, i just want the whole situation to be turned around. \..issert really to much to ask for? *sighz*
neways on a better note, i had my first ever experience riding on a motorbike today! bahaha a big fat thanks to mr.stiffles who has helped me overcome my fear of bikes, i gottah say it was pretty a hecticalectic ride. LOL. spent the entire day with chris heads down studyin our nuts off at state library and ended up accomplishing a whole heap of work. xD
anyways i'm going to make this nice and short..=)
btw mr stiffle says hi! *rolls eyes* LOL
x3 janie
once loved.
10:12 PM
who me? DRIVING? oh yes yes yes!!
guess WHO drove from bankstown to aubrun today? ahah thats right! ME ME ME! its newgen number TWO. meooww.
i was so afraid i might close my eyes again, or i might result myself to crashing the car. but no no no i was much much better this time round.
i didnt run over any dogs, i didnt close my eyes and nor did i go over any roundabouts.
enough about the driving lesson =) , parents had another fight today, its like one out of 1847183042843 thousands of fight that they have on a regular basis.
i have to admit, im sick and tired of their fights, its one too many and i dont want to be witnessing it anymore. if they both dislike the way eachother do soemthing or even worse when eachother say something the other one always condradicts what the other one said.
if its that way then just get a divorce, although it will however be shocking news for my siblings and i, but at least living a life without arguments every single day would be a good start for me.
going through senior year? i really dont need this shit!
loves, melinda myanh nguyen
once loved.
6:14 PM
GIRLS ALWAYS WIN! =P .. hit the road TRANNYS! =D *TRANsexuals.
ahah this comic strip is so funny! enjoy blog readers! and thanks to mikewl for sending me it roflmaos!
loves, melinda myanh nguyen
once loved.
3:00 PM
i agree with susan, yes its a great nice and warm day todays, but to spend it inside, sitting listening to slowjams and not feeling so much of a happy mood today, just wastes it all.
and it also has come to my awareness, that today is however the 26th of feburary, three months since you left us all vii.
it's been three months since he took you away from us, i agree with susan how we didnt know her so well but we still feel the pain of loosing someone and still reminisce about the lost.
it must be much more difficult for her family and close friends, and the best we can only do is wish them well.
im listening to craig david - unbelievable and
this is my favourite song so far, thankyou to david for sending its. mwas.
for the first time ive finished all the homework i have, and no susan i am not lying and to those who BELIEVE susan's words, hit the road jack! cause she fooling with your mind, like she always does drunken psychic. lols.
i dont know why im feeling like i do last night again, the ' im not in the mood' feeling and its so crapped up, its a shit way to end my weekends.
anyways im probably off to go susans house now since shes lonely and im lonely.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen.
once loved.
1:13 PM
welps its a nice
sunny sunday tuday .. n once agen i cant be bothered to leave da house .. woke up early in da wee hrs of da mornin which was 83O ? dats early for a sunday ok ! LOL .. curently bored shitless .. since i hab nuffink to recount abt rite now ill move onto wuts on my mind .. well tudayz da
26th of FEB which means its been 3 months since
viis been gone .. jst da thought of her gone saddens me lyk we werent da bestest of fwens buh we still knew each odda .. sed our his and byes on da streets buh we didnt realli bother to get to noe each odda wutta regret .. buh hey im pretti sure shes in a great place rite now lookin down on dose she loves ..
aniways onto a more happier subject .. i want dat sweater in urban equip which is
green wif
grey stripes of was it
grey wif
green stripes ? LOL well aniways i want it buh dey onli hab size 12 n 14 =[ .. well dere is da pink one buh dats so borin n plain ! i want green n grey ! LOL .. rite now im so obessed wif da song say
goodbye by chris brown dat its cureently on repeat HAHA .. hmm so bored shuld get a start on hw .. latahz =]
love always susan
once loved.
12:38 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
so, finally susan has decided to FINISH the blog.
yes however janie and i are very lazy people susan but i did offer to help but i knew that you'd think that the construction that i wouldve done wouldve been the chattest construction ever. =)
well finally happy that the
team newgen site is done! woohoo. just needs a few photos and touch ups here and there and it should be perfecto!
anyone who think this site totally sucks? then hit the road jack! AHAH cause we simply .. DONT .. care.
i guess i shouldnt need to re-tell the story of our adventurous day today, knowing that !xo-uushun already told you all. ahah , well it wasnt ALL my fault for getting mikewl and susan lost, lazy asses didnt have a brain of their own to think for themselves make me think, like it was very hot and the cityRAIL bastards didnt change the sign to where the destination of the next train was leading so therefore, the result of us being lost is totally NOT my fault.
so yes, that was my day.
came home all happy, then it all went downhill from there and now? im alright i guess, getting there and thankyou to david for talking on the phone with me. i love you ! =)
i know you tried hard to make me laugh make me happy and put a smile on my face, dont worry im aware of it and i appreciate it very much. =) and susan just reading your entry makes me laugh. i have good friends and i love you all so much MINUS ONE. if some of you dont get the minus one then dont worry.
anyways im off now . JANIE now its your time to blog little one. make it a
good one. im outs
* melinda myanh nguyen ; ps. heres a photo of the
evil trios as known to !xo-ikewl aha.
once loved.
11:51 PM
woooooo ! finally finished da blog ! LOL .. all dat hard work and hrs spent on doin touch ups on dis blog has made me tired .. it has come to my relisation dat my odda 2 newgens are useless
lazi pieces of shit dat jst rollz on da ground which is ready to be spoon fed ! LOL lyk no contribution to dis blog wutsoeva .. well mel offered to help buh narh shes jst shit overall probabli make it more ugli ! LOL xD .. OOHH ! GUESS WUT !? im da FIRST one to blog ! ROFL ! xD how fantastica ! welps since it been a while dat ive blogged ill jst start my usual routine abt wut i did tuday ..
started off da day wif mel decidin to go to bankstown
JUST to eat .. well da plan was go banks eat shop meet up wif michael for a few hrs den meet up wif mummy for woolies n get my eyes checked up buh da plan turned out to be nuffink its suppose to be ! ROFL ! aniways back to wut i was sayin .. met
!xo-ikewl LOL and gosh i felt sorri for him .. picked on him da WHOLEEE day .. LOL wen we met up wif him we shopped around banks n got bored so melz lyk lets go burwood n im lyk OMGSH are u serz a bit last minute decision buh her bein dat persuadin whinin lil bitch she is i eventually gave up LOL .. so we bought a RETURN tik dere which costed me 2.40 ! so we were waitin at da station for lyk 15 mins n mel was gettin
restless so shes lyk lets go on dat train coz itll stop at lidcombe n we can change from dere and i had a bad feelin abt it so i was lyk noo jst wait for da odda its comin soon ! buh den she started wif her
whingin so me n mikewl were lyk FYNE so she can shut da hell up .. n wen we jumped on n da train started movin im lyk MEL dis trains goink towards
punchbowl buh she was in complete denial coz of her head which finks wuteva comes outta her mouf is always rite .. -_-' we got off at punchbowl after lyk 2 mins arguin to her dat were on da rong train .. n we waited fckn nearly an hr ! for da fckn train was so pist off .. so to kill tim i decided to
pick on mikewl >=[ MWAHAHA .. let dis be a lesson not to hang out wif susan xD n wen we hoped on da train n got bak to bankstown mel was lyk lets go on dat train which was on da same platform as da one we caught rong .. n im lyk wtf habnt u learnt ur lesson ! buh she wuldnt stop whingin we jumped on n
FINALLY we were on da rite train .. got off at lidcombe n took da burwood train .. wen we finally got to burwood FCKN MEL decides to go
ct ! so we bought a friggin return ticket to burwood for no reason !
simon did da usual shoppin saw a couple of ppl dere dat were goink to
tinas birfday buh i culdnt make it coz one i had no money n two i told my mummy i was goink home early .. wen i finally got home safely i was so exhausted from da day trip i had around sydney which was guided by mel .. LOL aniways i fink dis is da longest entry ive eva written in my lyf so ill stop ere ..
love always sushun ..ps; blog still unda construction .. missin fotos .. tagboard needs touch upz
once loved.
11:03 PM
